i've been trying to figure it out but can't seem to put nothing together since about feb. so i've been trying to write here and there with whatever small pieces come out, but i've been looking at whatever things i've written in the past that are on my laptop. i've nit picked through them all as usual(by habit) but lately i look them and i want to rewrite them all but i'm stumped to do so. that and the sudden loss of confidence in my own material, i feel stuck for the most part because i'm not getting anything done and i'm frustrated from the lack of spark on my behalf.
the reason why i bring this up is because i decided to try to get some of my writing published and possibly try to make a book which is something that i've been wanting to do for awhile, another thing that i want to do is start reciting on a stage again but feel scared going back and get nostalgic when i get near stages or equipment. i'm really tired of this funk but i'm getting nowhere fast and i'm running thin on patience. i'm not sure what to do other than be patient and wait it out...what next?