so i haven't been able to log in this blog lately because my laptop sorta took a crap and hoping that it will fix itself and that has not, eventually it will be fixed but for the time being i'll be limited with what access that i have.
all this week i've watched Conan O'brien since it was his last week as the Late Night host, i'm excited that he'll be in LA in the coming months so i could possibly attend his shows for many years to come.
in two days i'll be 21 and i'm not really excited about it due to all the bad things/short comings/daily frustrations and stresses that have happened to me recently and through out this short year. so my mind is elsewhere these days as i try to get it together so i can have some type of sanity, various friends/family members know bits and pieces of what has been going on, of the most recent stuff i don't know how to bring it up to people because its just frustrating on my end as much as i would like to mention so people know the current situation but to the people i've told i really feel weird about it because its not a common topic that people talk about among friends and what not as well as it being dishearting(well for me anyway). so for the most part i've been having a hard time staying positive about things lately since things have been shitty on my end.
with that said march aside from being the month that i was born and like a really big birthday month with people that i know, its a month that has a couple of days that i don't like remembering but hopefully things will turn around so i can at least enjoy some of it for my sanity.
that's all for now...
Currently Listening to: Dido - The Day Before The Day